Home Again

So, I'm home. I spent the weekend at my mom's house. I was just too stressed out and things were getting to me, so I went to mom's.

I came home this morning. Nothing was disturbed - I guess changing the locks did it in that department.

I showed the necklace to my mother. She confirmed that it did look like the one Dana was buried with. She said maybe it was a coincidence. Maybe someone had accidentally left it there when they did some work on the apartment. I pointed out that I found it the same evening in two places but she just kinda ignored that. Mom's never been one for supernatural things. She always thinks there has to be a logical explanation. I don't see how there could be one for this. So her other idea was that someone had left it there on purpose. Maybe Billy had broken in and left it there just in order to cause me further stress. It's possible, I guess. But when I really think about it, he'd have had to be here to do it!

Sunday I called Jennifer and she picked me up at mom's and we went to her apartment. I told her about the necklace.

Jennifer said it was possible that mom was right - maybe it was a mean prank on Billy's part. After all, he'd know Dana's initials and everything. And he was out to hurt me.

Jennifer also pointed out something that has made me think. She said that if the stories about the townhouse are true and there was an exorcism performed there, it didn't really mean that it was successful. She said sometimes things just went dormant for a while. They withdraw, sometimes to lick their wounds and sometimes just because they want to let us humans have a false sense of security and they don't mind waiting for an easier target. She said that there were forces we didn't and couldn't truly understand, things that would help or hurt humans. Some liked to trick people and would do terrible things to them.

She said there were many worlds. Some people called it dimensions, others called it realms. She said things from those realms sometimes slipped into ours. That they were all around us. That we see them at the store and don't know it. That sometimes they are right in the room with us but we don't see them and they don't see us. She said it was like the different realms overlapped each other. It was when things found ways through that the trouble came.

She said sometimes people got lost in other realms or saw them. She said sometimes other things got lost here. Some hid as people, and only those who have what she called the Sight were able to identify them. They liked our conveniences like power and movies and video games. She said most of them just wanted to be left alone.

She said the ones to worry about are the ones who like hurting. Some of them are here because they know that people are easy prey. She said there were beings who fed off of fear, off of souls, and even those who would eat people who were just considered to be missing. She said sometimes people were taken back to wherever these things came from. She said there were many things we didn't know but that knew all about us. People don't know about them for the most part and most people don't want to know. And if they did, they wouldn't be able to understand.

She told me that it was possible that Billy had somehow arranged for the necklace to be put in my apartment. She said that there were two other possibilities. One - that it was Dana herself, somehow reaching me from the other side of the grave to let me know that not only was she okay, but that she was with me and looking after me like she had always done. To let me know that I would be okay too.

Two - that the original being that was tormenting anyone living in the townhouse had not truly left. That it had picked from my mind memories of Dana and either had stolen a necklace like hers from someone else or had gotten it from Dana's body itself. And then given it to me in an attempt to make me feel more comfortable and secure before it pounced.

It's certainly something to think about. Jennifer was being very sincere and I know she believes strongly in the supernatural. However, I had always thought that she just kinda dabbled in things. That she knew things like house blessings or little things like that, but I had no idea she was this into it. That she had such theories or anything.

While it's got me a little freaked out, in a strange way, it kinda makes sense. At least it would explain all the stories of the supernatural from around the world.

As it stands now though, the necklace is tucked safely into my jewelry box. The most logical reason it's here is that Billy is playing yet another trick on me.

The most comforting is that it's Dana. Ever since she died, I've sometimes felt that she was still with me. So even though it's not exactly logical, my heart wants to say it's her. I want to believe that she's giving me her blessing in starting a new life.

The most terrifying though is that it's possibly something sinister, just trying to trick me. I don't want to even think about that possibility.

Surely, if something bad was here, then it would have made a move sooner than this to hurt me. The stories I've heard talk about people being hurt within a week of living here. Nothing like that has happened.

I've had someone break in and trash the place but nothing was taken so other than being unsettling no harm was done. I've felt someone staring and brushing my hair back, but that combined with the necklace makes me think of Dana, not some monster out to get me.

I think she's trying to help somehow, help me get through starting over and getting away from Billy.

I don't feel like something is here right now. So I'm going to just sit and relax. Try not to think. Maybe something will pop up to explain things.